I had a call this evening from the husband of my 'kinesist' to cancel my appointment the day after tomorrow. I first thought it would be something as simple as the flu or something alike... How wrong I was >_<.
Turns out she found out she has breast cancer and will be operated on tomorrow. They're not sure yet to what degree it has already evolved but such a hurried decision for operation must mean something I fear. IT IS NOT FAIR! She hasn't reached the age of 50 yet, far from it, and her one of her daughters has just returned from school camp and...
Cynical part is that a  show to raise money for a cancer fund was broad casted yesterday.

 I almost feel ashamed to admit but I take this more to the heart than the announcement that my aunt had once again suffered from cancer. Probably because I saw Annemie every week, talked a lot with her and above all, it was so unexpected. With my aunt I knew I could happen, I even knew before the first time she had this horrible disease since my other aunt died of it,
But in this case I really didn't see it coming, there were no indications that I could've noticed or have known...
and I really feel so utterly miserable about it.

"Life is a laugh" I read some days ago and agreed with it and decided not to take everything so serious...
...
But how can one laugh at this?

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY FUJI-SAN (I should’ve posted this at midnight I suppose)

Written down on February the 28^th but too lazy to actually post this entry at that moment… It would’ve been an entry in which I blabbered about the joy of using a WACOM tablet, bamboo fun, (cut most of that) I’m still overjoyed but have calmed down somewhat. I had been thinking to buy this one since er, Sinterklaas (6 december), but only bought the day before yesterday (spent all of the previous day ‘playing’ with it)

Same day I’ve seen Death Note, dramatized version, with Lily… L was soo cute! Light on the other hand… I can’t help it but something was slightly off. Heh, it was funny how I/we automatically tried to read the subtitles at a point when they were the Japanese translation of the English text on the screen.

Coming hours I’ll be rushing to get a layout done of 4 pages to present tomorrow… some last details may be adjusted after that but they expect to have finished a draft finished… I’ve still not started even though a week has already passed. But I’m think to have an idea how I want it to be. I know, I tend to procrastinate when it comes to schoolwork… Even though I can hardly say I wok better when stressed (sometimes I do but most of the time I’m just stressed (foul mood included I fear) I’ll see what becomes of it.

Maybe it would be best to cut off my internet connection for a while (not that I actually will be doing that) because I still have about 6 chapters to read on a fanfiction and no doubt there will be others updated as well since ff.net is fixed and LJ works as usual ^_^

I’m sure it’ll turn out alright in the end… it has to ^^

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Mixing quotes and fandoms ^_^

What would become of HP (Sirius Black) mixed with Count Cain (Legal guardian “You have to marry, Cain.” Cain looked at his uncle considering it “With you?”)

His mother would throw a raging fit should he dare to say that to her, and Regulus would nearly die from holding his laugh… on the other hand, I’m not sure if he wouldn’t be too shocked.

 
I WILL use "I know, you've got it al sorted" in a HP story, but in that one more will be mixed (I've got the general plot put down, now just to expand it a little more)

Something entirely different now somewhere down the street a graffiti artist made an adorable (well I thought so) kitten on an electricity cabinet (with aproval of the city) heh, much better than the occasional scrabbles you used to find.

I'm hooked up in too many fandoms at the moment and am mixing them. That isn't too bad, I rather like AU's and crossovers... as long as they are written well (but same goes for other fiction) The sad thing is it seems to stop at a concept, some lines, maybe a page at most. *bows head in defeat* I really ought to finish some of the fanfics I started =_=;
It must be an attack of the plotbunnies, I'm certain... It's become quite a habit of theirs to pop up when I should better work for school. They are so EVIL! I’ve already tried to lure them away with carrots but it just don't seem to work. At the moment I'm taking a lot of pleasure in looking at The book of bunny suicides by Andy Riley and imagining the damn fluffy animals to decrease in number radically.

...

( feeling blue )

Characters: James, Sirius

Genre: Friendship, humour

Words: 406

"What are you staring at me?" James asked his friend after having inspected himself  thoroughly. No abnormalities other than the usual having been found he had started to wonder whether the black haired boy did not just look at him to make him feel uncomfortable. The prolonged silence did no good to his rising temper.

"Si- "

"You’ve grown taller..." Sirius muttered disgruntled. 

"Have I?" James looked hopeful and tried to confirm Sirius' statement by comparing the height of the door post to his body length. A cheerful whoop was heard when he discovered the slight difference, hardly worthy to be mentioned.

"Ha, this'll show Lily! I AM ABOVE HER!" The bespectacled boy striked a triumphant fist in the air and seemed planning to hold the pose for a very long time. (maybe he could break the record Sirius set last week?) but he let his fist down when he saw his friend in the same sulking position still as when the grey eyed boy had uttered the words (minutes had gone by)

Sirius ignored him completely when he tentatively waved a hand in front of the chiseled features.

"Oy Padfoot, what has gotten you so blue?" he asked and resisted the tempting idea to comment that his name was black and even though it started with the same letter and idioms as black and blue existed, he was acting the wrong color. He somehow got the idea such utterances would not have been appreciated... Such a shame though.

"You're taller." Sirius said as answer to his question.

James ran a tanned hand through his black hair, messing it up even more in the process.

"Uhm, yes you've told me so but I don't see what the problem is."

This got his friend to rise from his position on the bed and come to stand in front of him, looking at him as if to make a point.

"You see now." He muttered discontent.  James looked him over, several times, but he could not find anything different.

"No, I'm sorry mate." he shrugged, "I can't see anything."

At this Sirius stamped his foot on the floor like a petulant child.

"You're taller than I am!" He wailed as if it were the end of the world.

"Oh, it's only that?" James sighed.

"ONLY THAT!?"

"Aw, come on Sear...”

Sirius was back to sulking on the bed.

"You make up for it with your great personal charm."